I wanted to go straight

I wanted to go straight
Originally uploaded by Luis Reyes.

I have gotten sidetracked since I shot a wedding in February. The wedding was held in the worst possible weather and lighting conditions. I basically shot the entire wedding with flash. On top of it I did not assert my right as the photographer to get the shots which needed to get done. I did the best under the conditions but with very little light is was so-so. I have learned a lot since then and I think I could do better but still it demoralized me to the point that I stopped. I did another wedding recently and I have regained some of my confidence. I am now trying to get re-organized. The past few days have been spent exploring blogs, youtube and dotPhoto and although it has been fun, I am not getting anywhere. I have also reverted to playing with Ashley's camera (Sony DSC P52), a point and shoot, and though it is a fun camera I am not sure it will get me where I need to be. I have to regain my singlemindedness.